Today this surfer is in the mood to spill her guts….I feel so lonely and so sad that I’m talking to anyone and everyone…including all of u in the weblog world….i just need to get it all out of me i guess….
where to start?…i dont know…i guess i’ll just say that today has been a really bad day for me….again…hahaha….i had a wierd aruguement wid my significant other….it has been raining cats and dogs….n all i want to do is drop dead but i cant…too many responsibilitites…hahahha…n i hav to talk to my loved one before sleeping…funny how life works…do any of u hav days wen u just want the world to go to hell and stop asking u for so much n just leave u the hell alone?….u just want to be comforted n loved….n take care of….not told other ppls problems or lectured about wat u’ve done wrong…even if ur being a little selfish…dont u just feel like that sometimes…i do….i dont know…guess i’m just screwed up…i just feel so alone n depresed even though i’m surrounded by loved ones….guess it must just b coz i miss my love so much…
wel this wasnt a real piece of writing but i feel better now…sorry if i wasted ur time….gud nite and hav a nice day tomorrow.
Tags: bad day, confused, depressed, general weblog, lonley, sad
January 27, 2008 at 4:30 pm
aww sweetheart we all have our moments, our bad days. happens to everyone all the time so you are not alone!
but if i’ve learned anything from my low times is that no matter how crappy you feel or how hard you cry, the world is still exactly the same when you open your eyes.